Monday, February 1, 2010

Daily Struggle

Question of the day today seems to be one that I have asked myself alot in the past and here it is coming up again today.

Stay where I am and hate it daily but keep the wife and kids safe and satisfied and somewhat secure?


Try and make a move and risk screwing everything up and creating more stress than I have right now?

I can't keep complaining and stressing T out cause that is not fair and then it all rolls down to the kids.  There are certain parts of my life that I love and then there is another part that I hate. I mean everyday I go to this kind of hell that turns me into an asshole.  I learned a long time ago to not take work  home but that seems to be changing again and I have to cut it off before it starts.

Is there a limit to the amount of complaining, bitching and moaning ?  Everytime I get like this I know she gets tired of hearing it, I just wonder what the limit is for me to keep going on and on about it to her. 

I wonder what is out there? 

I just dont know what to do, but I know that I cant keep things the way they are.



Heather February 1, 2010 at 3:40 PM   Reply to

This is a hard thing to decide. Maybe you should sit and talk to her. It might mean a paycut but would more hours at home, less stress for all of you and more family time be worth a budget cut. Good luck. I hope you find something that works well for your family.

The Mullins Life... February 1, 2010 at 5:48 PM   Reply to

You can't let that place drain your soul. If you hate it that much start looking else where.

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