Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Is There A Light At The End Of The Tunnel?

I'm a married father of four.  I have no health insurance and I work 12 hours a day.  I get up at 4:30am to get to the gym by 5am and workout till 7am. I drive an hour each way to work.

At some point each day I it worth it to be safe, secure and unhappy or scared, more broke than we are and happy.

I'm not sure.  Money isn't everything.  I know this. But bills have to be paid and kids have to be taken care of.  Food, clothes, a home, cars, odds and ends its all part of being a grown up and living the daily life but at what point in life do we give up the blanket and grab the parachute and take that leap off the cliff?

I'm so damn sick and tired of being unhappy. I have tried to find that greener grass and I have found nothing but piles of dirt.  I have looked across the rainbow and haven't seen anything except a bag of damn skittles.

I put myself into this situation. Its my own fault. That is what pisses me off even more.  I guess I sold my soul to the devil to find the one true love that was perfect for me cause let me tell you I sure as hell would sell it right now to better my place in my present place in history.

I have dreams but I am stuck in this nightmare.

I am the only one that can change the outcome.  Guess I have to decide if I have big enough balls and heart to change my own path or if I am going to just keep on my little underoo's....

Kiss the baby



Jessi July 17, 2012 at 1:15 PM   Reply to

Just from twitter, I can tell your job sucks. I think you would be so much happier if you found a better job (not necessarily more pay - but that would be a bonus) - one that was less stressful and didn't annoy the crap out of you. I hope you can find happiness!

Anonymous,  July 18, 2012 at 11:25 PM   Reply to

Hey Bro, I decided to call and talk to you instead of just leave a comment. Sorry if I crossed a line and invaded your space, it's just where I am from, people don't talk about showing up to help, they actually show up. If I lived closer I would have brought some steaks to grill, and we could talk like men.

Hope you see the many blessings in your life.


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